Yesterday was the most hurting day ever...


I heard that thr are some ppl intended nt to invite my club to join the omega club... Well, i finally knew why they are lyk that... They are spreading rumours on me, i gt so hurt because they are spreading sth not true abt me... They rather believe in the guy's words than my words... They din even seek for the truth before making a conclusion... after those day of friendship and nw they are back stabbing me.... I shed my tears for the broken friendship....

I'm nt sad because of they din want to invite my club ( more specifically me), but is because they dont trust me and have bad thought on me... I seriously want to settle things and to mend this relationship... but after that i feel that thr is no point explaining since there is no more trust in us... Should i explain? Or let them spread? What if others are influenced by them and have bad thought on me too? Can anyone tell me wad to do?


Im proud of myself for not hating them even though they are doing something bad behind me.... i'm glad that i can control my emotion and calm down when problems arises...

Thank You Lion Yong!
I told Lion about it... Well Lion Yong made things so much smaller for me.. I'm so happy and grateful that i have him as my lion.... I will never forget him.. Whenever i have my problems, he will care for me and find solutions for me... Even though it is my personal problems... He is lyk my second father... *HUG*

Thank You Chee Peng!
Thanks to my kor too, well im touched when i know that he actually keep me in his prayers and pray for me when i have problems... even though it is just a small problem.... I'm happy to see that he has changed to a better person now... He is reli lyk my bro and cares for me sincerely without hoping for any return... He might not be gud in comforting me, but i reli kno he tried to and the funniest thing he did ytd was he showed me a video... dam funny wan... it was about a puppy cnt roll over... that video is on his blog... (Chee Peng's blog) That video reli carved a smile on my face.. : ) oh yea... he also always download songs for me.. haha ... *HUG*

Thank You besties!
Next is my bunch of friends, I'm happy and gratefull they are by my side... A few friends are back stabbing me doesn't mean the others wil do the same... They back stab me because they don't know me... Well if u know me longer and if u reli know me, you won't say such things abt me... just now i read sth, it says : dont be afraid because not everyone wil hurt you


It is so true... Because my other friends treat me very gud and i appreaciate them alot... After the back stabbing case, i realised alot of things...True and sincere friends may not be close to you, but they are always there for me.... Well, Just let it go and carry on with my life....