Today when i reach home, my mom told me that my 3rd uncle passed away... i was sad la... but good for him in a way, cz i know cancer really did tortured him alot... so maybe this is kinda a relieve for him and his family... Well, he is already 79.. May you be with Buddha , sa pek...

So i went and pack up my things and sleep for an hour until my dad come home... we departed at 5.30pm.. When we were on the way, i realise i din bring pillow and my MP3!! omg.. how can i forget those two most important things man... haih... fine...

Reach Perak, SG Siput, simpang jalong at 9pm... Luckily we are able to make it to his prayers session... I went and pay him a last respect and he was SSSOOO skinny... i felt a suddent heart ache... i guess cancer really did tortured him alot... haih... i was required to put on a white cloth around my waist, means im from the Lee family... it was very tiring... But i thnk i got no right to say tired, because sa pek's familly is much more tired than me...

Well the house got no place to sleep.. so my father, qit pek and I slept in the car... this is my first time overniting in A CAR.. hahaha... i couldn't sleep well cz the car is too short for my leg... hahaha... 3 other relatives were playing deck i think... they are so chun... play until morning untill i wake up oni saw them going to sleep.. hahaha... i guess they wna be the security guard cz we actually slept in the middle of the road.. hahaha...

The next morning we had a grand ceremony where everyone had to pay him the last last respect... we have around 80+ ppl sending him to the crematory.. dno wads that call.. we walked one round around the kampung and finally everyone board the bus to ipoh crematory centre... I saw my mom hid aside crying... and i pretend din see... hahaha...

I practically was quiet for the 2 days... i din call any of my relatives cz i dont remember how to call them... i feel quite guilty... is lyk nt respecting them oni... haih.. even last time very close to me one also i forgot hw to call them.. : (